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Dear Deviants, thanks for all the support once again
I lost the plot a bit towards the end of last year. I just couldn't see any reason to keep drawing. My plan to draw for a living was proving just as boring and annoying as any other job. Looking back I realise I haven't drawn anything or visited deviantart now in 5 months. I got heaps of positive comments back then when I had my big winge, but I didn't want to hear them. I was just over it.
But I'm back again. My computer completely died in the heatwave recently (at least I didn't get burned to death or flooded like half the rest of Australia). I had a backup of my artwork but everything else was lost, so I got a new and improved PC and started messing with photoshop, rebuilding all my brushes, and suddenly I was in the middle of a new picture.
I don't think I'll ever get the enthusiasm back that I had when I started out, but I do still enjoy the creative process, and I think when inspiration strikes I will continue to paint.
My apologies to all the people who asked questions of me while I was absent that were left unanswered, I will begin working through them now in an attempt to catch up again.
I hope you will continue to enjoy my artworks, that's all they're there for.
Cheers,
Jesse
updating
I've finally done a big update. The last few months have been really busy with commission work. There were too many to individually post so I've just stuck 3-5 on each page...
Hope you enjoy looking through my new artworks :) I'll try and get back on here a bit more again, but I've got so many different things on at the moment; drawing, playing guitar and maintaining my RC cars and track are using up all my spare time, so if I take a while to answer, please remember your comments are favs are all read eventually and appreciated.
Cheers,
Jesse
Thinking happy thoughts...
It's nice to have the support of you fellow Deviants. I was in a bad place there. Over the last couple of months I've been feeling like I climbed to the top of the mountain, found nothing up there but dirt, then fell off the other side. Into a hole.
I've been dwelling on my position, I'm finding ways to rationalise it so I can feel better again.
I said my dream of being an artist is over, and the 'dream' as I saw it is. I really believed that if I 'Made it' as an artist- ie: had regular commission work- that I would be happy (accepted). But it doesn't work like that for me. After considerable commission pieces I realise I hate it, to the po
obsolete...
I had to delete this one. It was ridiculously morbid and depressing and not fit for reading by anyone- ever. I got over it and moved on...
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Shiny
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welcome back,
uninterrupted to make us dream with your draw.
uninterrupted to make us dream with your draw.